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It's the second trimester! Yay! I feel much better now.

I guess I should write more in English as my English is going down the drain. Or read more I guess.

I want to share what are the changes that I am going through as of now. Raging pregnancy hormones are hard to handle if you don't have enough patience in you.

Fatigue
Yes. Super duper tired. Even if I didn't do anything. Even if the only thing that I did was sidai baju, which is like beberapa helai je. And I straight away went in and lie all day long on the couch with the remote control in my hand. Ahhh the life. Well, that lasted for 10 minutes before Mama came along and spoiled it. Thanks alot Pajilah. -_-" Baby needs rest you know.

Morning sickness
This symptom lasted for 3-4 months. Phewww. If it lasted longer, I would have die fainted daily. Imagine that feeling you see nasi and you can't eat it. You see your favorite food and yet you can just drool. Menyeksa jiwa.

But, the 4-5 month of pregnancy, you should be fine. You will be a foodzilla or food monster. That explains the extra fast 3kg I gained in a month. Sorry doctor. Pizza is just my thang. You can't take my Pizza away. But still, I am a bit slow with nasi or roti.

Mood swings
This is actually the worst. I once cried because my mom asked me to do the laundry. Yes. The simplest thing yet, I cried. I was angry at my mom for no reason and started to throw tantrum. I told my friend and she replied, "Mie, only kids are allowed to throw tantrum. Seriously." -_-" I know. I know. I can't help it though.

I was once mad at my husband because he asked me to pray. Bad Mimie. Badddd i tell ya. But then, I appologized for being mad for no reason. I mean, it is a good thing. It is a kewajipan. Yet, I got mad at him for asking me to do it. Blame the hormones Abi. Blame the hormones. I am innocent.

Physical changes
Well, let me see. I have no blouse, pants, bras and panties to wear. That was my everyday sentence I told my husband before I went crazy and cut all my panties so I can fit in it. shopping at 9months.

I went from size M ehemehem (I am a size L. Fine I admit it) to size XXL. Don't let me start on the soring boob thingy. My two twins were suffocating in the current bra size at that moment. Thanks to that Sales Girl in La Senza who helped them and give them comfort. Ahhhhh new soft bigger bras. I love you.

My younger brothers told me one fine day, "Ayong, your butt is as big as Australia now. Or an island." Seriously, dude? You want me to try and suffocate you by sitting on your face? I can if you let me. But yet, I agree with them. It's getting harder for me to even get up from a chair. -_-"

But you see, I am not complaining like some mom-to-be yang poyo penuh kesabaran konon kata suruh aku jangan complain bagai la katanye but by the end of the day kau yang paling banyak complain dengan laki sendiri kan. I am writing all these because I find it exciting.

There are still alot to experience. New, fun and exciting experience.

For example:

1. How you feel something is moving inside your womb.
2. The little kicks that make you go "Woahhhh!!! What was that?"
3. The cramps (I admit, I skipped the calcium once in a blue moon)
4. The sudden urge to eat something. I used to say to Mr Abi, "Can you cook me pasta carbonara?" and he will always answer, "Sure. But can you let me sleep for now? Because it's 12 midnight, REMEMBER?"

See, that was exciting right? ...... Fine, just no. 1 & 2 is exciting. The rest is just annoying I guess.

I should stop writing for now. Till we meet again in the next post.

mother-to-be
Mimie