35

I just miss my husband.

So

Bad.

34

I never thought that a person could be this SELFISH.

Fuck you and your FAIRNESS.

33

Assalamualaikum.

It's been a while. I know. Lazy ass. Berapa tahun tak update. 

Was thinking to get a new blog. But........ I'm to lazy to set up a new one either. Hahahaha Ada ubat hilangkan sakit malas tak? Nope? Really? Nope? Ok. So, next post I'll post next year or the year after lah then. 

Anyway, I've been dying to update about what I've gone through for the past err...3 years? So, here goes.

Numero uno: 

I'm a Mom to a 2 1/2 years old toddler. An active one in fact. A VERRYY ACTIVE one called Muhammad Mikail Zidane Bin Mohd Hanafi. So, basically I'm tired 24/7. And yes, that's a long name. He's gonna suffer writing his own names during the exams. Blame your dad Kiddo. 

Numero deux: 

I'm not planning to have anymore kids.....YET! So, please save your time & energy from asking me "Bila nak tambah lagi sorang?". Non of your damn business anyway. 

No. 3 (enough with the foreign language): 

I workout now. As in at a gym. And with a PT. And I run. (oh please don't faint reading that. It's for real.) I've always love sports and such since school days. It's just when you get older, the circle of people you are with are not that keen to workout with you anymore. I'll share with you in the next post how I do my workout. Not easy....at all. But I'm loving it. 

No. 4

I still work with UMWT. But I hate my daily job. So, yeah. I hate my job. Anyone wanna hire me as a tealady with RM4K salary? Anyone? Right. 

No. 5

My best bitch is back from London. Well, not for good. But still, 2 months is enough to have some "bromance" moment with her. Go visit her blog here "Summer and Jones"

Entah berapa banyak blog she has anyway. She's still single by the way. (promote kejap)

Ok. And that is Nadia's 101 for today. Sekian. 

On to the next post. Healthy me lifestyle.

Annoying claustrophobic woman

Mimie

32

It's the second trimester! Yay! I feel much better now.

I guess I should write more in English as my English is going down the drain. Or read more I guess.

I want to share what are the changes that I am going through as of now. Raging pregnancy hormones are hard to handle if you don't have enough patience in you.

Fatigue
Yes. Super duper tired. Even if I didn't do anything. Even if the only thing that I did was sidai baju, which is like beberapa helai je. And I straight away went in and lie all day long on the couch with the remote control in my hand. Ahhh the life. Well, that lasted for 10 minutes before Mama came along and spoiled it. Thanks alot Pajilah. -_-" Baby needs rest you know.

Morning sickness
This symptom lasted for 3-4 months. Phewww. If it lasted longer, I would have die fainted daily. Imagine that feeling you see nasi and you can't eat it. You see your favorite food and yet you can just drool. Menyeksa jiwa.

But, the 4-5 month of pregnancy, you should be fine. You will be a foodzilla or food monster. That explains the extra fast 3kg I gained in a month. Sorry doctor. Pizza is just my thang. You can't take my Pizza away. But still, I am a bit slow with nasi or roti.

Mood swings
This is actually the worst. I once cried because my mom asked me to do the laundry. Yes. The simplest thing yet, I cried. I was angry at my mom for no reason and started to throw tantrum. I told my friend and she replied, "Mie, only kids are allowed to throw tantrum. Seriously." -_-" I know. I know. I can't help it though.

I was once mad at my husband because he asked me to pray. Bad Mimie. Badddd i tell ya. But then, I appologized for being mad for no reason. I mean, it is a good thing. It is a kewajipan. Yet, I got mad at him for asking me to do it. Blame the hormones Abi. Blame the hormones. I am innocent.

Physical changes
Well, let me see. I have no blouse, pants, bras and panties to wear. That was my everyday sentence I told my husband before I went crazy and cut all my panties so I can fit in it. shopping at 9months.

I went from size M ehemehem (I am a size L. Fine I admit it) to size XXL. Don't let me start on the soring boob thingy. My two twins were suffocating in the current bra size at that moment. Thanks to that Sales Girl in La Senza who helped them and give them comfort. Ahhhhh new soft bigger bras. I love you.

My younger brothers told me one fine day, "Ayong, your butt is as big as Australia now. Or an island." Seriously, dude? You want me to try and suffocate you by sitting on your face? I can if you let me. But yet, I agree with them. It's getting harder for me to even get up from a chair. -_-"

But you see, I am not complaining like some mom-to-be yang poyo penuh kesabaran konon kata suruh aku jangan complain bagai la katanye but by the end of the day kau yang paling banyak complain dengan laki sendiri kan. I am writing all these because I find it exciting.

There are still alot to experience. New, fun and exciting experience.

For example:

1. How you feel something is moving inside your womb.
2. The little kicks that make you go "Woahhhh!!! What was that?"
3. The cramps (I admit, I skipped the calcium once in a blue moon)
4. The sudden urge to eat something. I used to say to Mr Abi, "Can you cook me pasta carbonara?" and he will always answer, "Sure. But can you let me sleep for now? Because it's 12 midnight, REMEMBER?"

See, that was exciting right? ...... Fine, just no. 1 & 2 is exciting. The rest is just annoying I guess.

I should stop writing for now. Till we meet again in the next post.

mother-to-be
Mimie

31

Oh god my blog is rusty and full of spider-webs. *blows spiders webs away

Hello silent reader.

So, here I am again. This humble girl is updating her life into this rusty blog.

Did I mentioned that I am married to a wonderful husband. A chinese looking guy at least chinese looking enough in my eyes) who has a wonderful sense of humor and responsibilities named Hanafi Chee Mee. See, Chee Mee is a chinese name right?

And did I mentioned that I am 2 months pregnant? And I am in the first tri-mester where vomits and nausea are my 2 best friends. How thoughtful of my baby to give me this 2 new best friends.

Let's talk about the wedding first. It was haywire. I was the wedding planner. I arranged almost everything. From the biggest things to the littlest things of the wedding ceremony. Together with the help of my husband of course.

Let's go one by one.

Pre-wedding
Pre-wedding photoshoot is a must for me. Because.....I want to. But not with the wedding attire and all of course. We picked our own theme. A vintage old-fashioned theme with old mini cooper and stuff.

I picked SBXS Photography. You can check their Facebook page. Their work is awesome I tell ya. Refer below for my pre-wed photo that I have been staring till now.

Pic 1 : Trust me, this is just a "semak" area in UPM. See how awesome it turned out to be.

Pic 2: Thanks to Alin for waking up as early as 6 am just to lend us this cute mini cooper car. She tagged along and act as my Make-up artist tak bertauliah.

Solemnization

We were dead tired during our solemnization. At 2 a.m. the night before, we were still wandering around Uptown Shah Alam, searching for a cute baby pink tie for him. Yes, to that extend.

We can barely even walk. God knows how I was begging to unplugged my feet from my body. Still, we did not die. Thank god. Arrived home and slept like a pig throughout the night.

Next morning, rasa macam baru lepas mabuk-mabuk satu malam clubbing. Muka sembab gila. But I don't freaking cared. I just want to get married.

My Mak Andam is sooooo cool. She even has a cool pixie haircut. And no, it is a SHE. I don't employ SHEMALE. Yes, discrimation & judgmental just because I know how they work, how their mouths are, and attitudes act like.

Plus, Mak Andam perempuan boleh tunjuk rambut. Bukan aurat.

Ok less talk mimie. Refer to my solemnization photo below. (This is one long post)

Pic 3: My mehndi was done by Punitha from Nexhs. I took the gold facial promo. They gave alot of free services. Like my husband's mehndi as well.

 Pic 4 : I can't stop laughing looking at this picture. I guess the Tok Kadi was suprised sampai rasa nak ketuk budak ni.

Pic 5: Ok. This is fake. Hahaha Orang tengah baca al-fatihah lagi aku dah angkat tangan. Tak apa. Berkat.

Pic 6 : My family. This is the first decent picture of our family during the wedding. Abah was trying his best to suck his tummy in.

Pic 7 : My mother in-laws. Yes. 2 of them. Kau hado?!

Pic 8 : Cute cupcakes sponsored by my beloved cousin, Azrina Minhat. Together with the printing, toppers etc.

All these pictures are unedited. The real pictures aren't ready yet.

Oh before I forgot. I had a fight with the "so-called" manager of Crystal Crown, Klang. His service sucks. Unprofessional. I do recommend you guys holding your wedding there, but if you have better options, avoid that place.

Right, enough babbling. Here are some details for my Solemnization:

Date : 21 June 2013

(Some friends asked me if there is something special with the date. I replied, "No. I would have made it earlier if I could as long as I am married.)

Venue : My parents house.

Time   : After Asar. (But he arrived pretty much 5.30 pm. The Tok Kadi was waiting for him)

Theme : Baby blue + baby pink

End of part 1 of my wedding. We will continue for part 2 later when I have the time.

Mom-to-be

Mimie

30

Is it normal if my heart beats faster everytime the fact that I am getting married terlintas dalam kepala otak aku?

Is it normal to start imagining how my life would be when I am married.

Oh God, ape ke binatang kah ini?

Excitement?
Happy?
Nervous?
Or just plain gatal?

I am going to be a wife in less than three months. *fyi, I am gasping for air right now without entering a marathon.

So, what is it then? In my opinion, it's a mixture of all the above-mentioned feelings. (except for gatal. denial mode on) t(-_-t)

Excited
Duhhh!!! Do I have to explain why I am excited? i don't even know where to start. The fact that I will be somebody's wife, the fact that I will share the same bed with him, the fact that I will wake up in the morning seeing his face instead of my cat Oyen, or the fact that I will be a future Mom, Insyallah.

Trust me, i don't know where to start. But obviously, I am looking forward to hold the title Mrs. Hanafi Chee Mee.

Happy
Happy lah mangkok. Kejadahnya tak happy nak kahwin?
Dapat pakai baju lawa (dafuq?!!! Baju pinjam la oi!)
Dapat amek gambar like millions of photos (Tak ada jerawat pula tu. Kalah muka Kak Ton yang tulang pipi tinggi sampai kena eyebag)
Dapat buat apa aku suka masa reception. (Seriously, I won't be the lovey dovey sopan kind of bride. Trust me)

Nervous
As hell. (two word that describe it all)

Gatal
Me? Gatal? Nahhhhh. Me? Naahhhh (Selak kain belah tinggi paha besar batang balak)



Conclusion:
Kalau Allah dah tetapkan aku kahwin sekian sekian hari, aku cuma mohon semuanya berjalan lancar dan dipermudahkan.




bride to be

29

The one most important person on my BIG day can't attend my BIG day.

I am so going to SANTAU your boss Shareena Rahman. He/She is sooooo DEAD I tell ya.

Did he knew that I woke up at 3 a.m and cried because you won't be there?
Did he knew that I ask around if there are some cheap tickets for you?
Did he knew how much troubles he got me into?
I HATE YOUR BOSS

BUT...
If he's doing this because you are getting a promotion, he will be forgiven.

Because the only thing I want to see is my best friend to be happy.

By the way, I am proud to read this (refer to Picture below) on the net Na. I love you.
You are the one woman (besides my Mom) that make me cry in the middle of the night because I miss you.
I hate you for doing that. Hahahahaha

bride-to-be
Mimie

28

I am still me.

But they see me as another different person.
I still talk the way I did.
I still walk the way I did.
I still act the way I did.

I am still that rough chic that you guys knew.
I am still the person who laughed together with you.
The girl that you opened up to.
The girl that you called when times in need.

But all you see is my Hijab could be an obstacle.
Even the tealady said I am a hypocrite.

I am still me.
The one that remain unchaged.

Bride-to-be

Mimie

27

Assalamualaikum.

I attended my pre-wedding course last Saturday. During the 2 days course, I had to wear a hijab. It was a fun course all in all. Except for one narrow minded Ustazah. Majlis ilmu pun nak berpikiran macam tu. Shame shame.

So by the end of the course, I started thinking, "Sampai bila tak nak pakai tudung? If you are not gonna start now, so when are you planning to start to make the change? What if today is the last day?"

The next day, I had a date with Mr. Fiance and I decided to wear it. The first person to give me a kiss on the forehead is my dad. The next guy who was happy as hell, was Hanafi. (no he did not kissed me)

The next day, I went to work, determined with the changes I have made. 80% of my colleagues congratulate me. But some still can't except me with the changes. I am still the same old me, only better.

So, here goes the responds:

"Why Nadia? You are so young? It's a waste!"

"Nak kahwin kena pakai tudung la? Aiyo, you are so young la!!! But anyways, it's done already"

"Kenapa awak pakai tudung? Nak kahwin ek?"

And the list goes on and on.

Few minutes ago, I was browsing through some gossip forum/websites online. And I read about an actress that decided to wear hijab. And the comments were so negative till I would breakdown and cry.

See how negative the two ladies are?

I thank God that He opened up my heart to actually change for good after all the things I have done in the past. I thank God that I am trying to understand the concept of hijab instead of "buta-buta" pakai hijab without knowing the meaning of it. I thank God for this opportunity.

At least I am trying to understand without judging the ones who already wore it or the ones who still knows nothing about it.

Don't judge. Hatred is the worst poison in a human's heart.

So, whenever you see or read or hear someone who is wearing a tube top, giving you advice on religion, accept it, hear it, and listen. Nothing wrong about it. Because in the same time, they are actually reminding you and themselves to be a better person.

Lastly, I want to make you guys puke rainbows seeing my so called cute face. Trolololo!

bride-to-be

26

Right.

It's now 4:15 pm and I have no work to do. I am freaking bored as hell. So let me paste some of the wedding pictures here.

Pic 1: I wish I have a big back yard at home. So I can plan my wedding somthing like this.

Pic 2 : Speechless *pukes rainbow

bride to be

Nadia



25

Will somebody teach me some sort of mantra or something to earn money in one day. Maybe 1 million ringgit per day. Dream on Nadia (dream cloud disappear).

Sigh*

My wedding budget is now at RM 34K++. That is only a rough figure.Yes. Rough figure!

Let me break it down for you:

BALLROOM
Ballroom booking	7000
Table rental	15x50
	750
Chair rental	1x500
	500
TOTAL VENUE RENTAL	8250
SOLEMNIZATION
Dais	1100
7 Trays hantaran	595
Hand bouquet	150
TOTAL SOLEMNIZATION	1845
DISCOUNT	145
TOTAL AFTER DISCOUNT	1700
RECEPTION
Reception dais	4500
Aisle pillar	1500
Main table	680
Entrance deco	850
Centerpiece (VIP table)	1500
Candy buffet (100 pax)	800
Hand bouquet	150
TOTAL RECEPTION	9980
DISCOUNT	480
TOTAL AFTER DISCOUNT	9500
FOOD & BEVERAGE
Food	9 x 700
	6300
Kuih	400
TOTAL F&B	6700
DRESS	ME	HIM
Reception	500	300
Total reception	800
Solemnization	500	300
Total solemnization	800
Bertandang	500	300
Total bertandang	800
TOTAL DRESS	2400
INVITATION CARD	700
KURSUS KAHWIN	80
PHOTOGRAPHER (3 EVENTS)	5500
VIDEOGRAPHER	2800
ENTERTAINMENT	400
DOORGIFT
DOORGIFT	700 X 2.50
TOTAL DOORGIFT	1750
WEDDING CAKE
Hantaran	400
Reception	700
TOTAL CAKE	1100
HANTARAN
Timberland shoes	199
Cincin	200
Shirt + Pants + Belt	400
Gadgets (iphone / ipad / PS3)
Quran	100
Fossil watch	879
TOTAL HANTARAN	1778
GRAND TOTAL	42,658

I'M DEAD. Can I kidnap somebody's child and ask for ransom instead?

bride-to-be
Nadia                   

24

So the date is set!

I, Nurul Nadia Zamariffin, hereby would like to announce my wedding ceremony dates as stated below:

a) Solemnization
     Date : 21st June 2013 (Friday)
     Time : Most likely after Isya' prayer
     Venue : To be confirmed
     Theme : Light turqiouse + baby pink

b) Reception
    Date : 22nd June 2013
    Time : 12 noon till end
    Venue : Crystal Crowne Hotel, Port Klang
    Theme : To be confirmed

c) Bertandang
    Date : 29th June 2013
    Time : 12 noon till end
    Venue : Kuala Pilah
    Theme : To be confirmed

Right. I need to start booking alot of shit.





bride to be
Nadia

23

I am getting married in six months time!

And belum ada apa-apa persiapan lagi!
*inhale-exhale

So here are the list of things that I want to share with the world.

1. Venue
    Solemnization : Ariffin's crib
    Reception      : Crystal Crown Hotel
    Bertandang    : Pilahdelphia

2. Date + time
    To be advised (June 2013). Most likely during lunch time.

3. Theme colour
    Solemnization: Light turqiouse + baby pink
    Reception     : I have no idea
    Bertandang   : He have no idea

4. Wedding invitation
    Designed : by Angah
    Qty         : 400 pieces

Design 1: Will not be approved by parents

Design 2: Most likely to be approve



5. Hantaran (highlighted in red already bought)

    a) For him

        Groom's ring

        Ray-ban wayfarer sunglass  Quran

        Fossil watch

        Timberland deck shoes

        Customized cake

        Sirih junjung

        PS3 / Samsung Galaxy camera

        Chocolates / candies
        Shirts + pants + belt

       

   b) For me

       Timberland shoes

       Handbag

       Duit hantaran

       Make-up set

       Customized cake
       Sirih junjung

       Ipad mini Britney Spears Fantasy perfume

       * cincin batal air sembahyang

6. Number of guests

    Solemnization : 200 pax

    Reception      : 800 pax

    Bertandang    : 200 pax

7. Wedding cake

    a) Wahdi Farhad macaron tower cake

 

  b) Gateux-licious

8. Doorgift

    I have no idea what to give

9. Make-up

   Still looking for Mak Andam

10. Wedding Dais + decoration

      Most probably Ratio Design (same goes for hantaran)

11. Wedding dress tailor

      Mix Moda

12. Bridesmaid

     Nikah + reception : Shareena Rahman

     Bertandang          : I have no idea

13. Caterer

      Mama's task

14. First night attire

      Sponsored by Shareena Rahman

bride-to-be

Mimie

22

Simple.

The word simple itself gives me serenity as I am a very simple person. The deifinition of simple for itself is simple. No complication needed.

The one thing in life I hate the most would be complicated things.

Example 1:
I want A. But A doesn't want me.
Solution: Fuck A! We go for B, C, D, E. We have 25 alphabet more.

Example 2:
Stop questioning about who's in charge of this and why I should do this.
Solution: Just get the thing done by yourself if you have to. As long as it is done, for God sake!

Example 3:
Wait. I am out of ideas.  Lol!

And with that, I conclude. (Even if there is no conclusion here)




girlondietandnowattendingaerodance

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12.12.12

Many must be posting about today's date. As much as I like the number and all, I have to work today while my parents sedap bercengkerama dekat rumah menghabiskan cuti!

So, a little update on what have been going on for the past few months.

ONE
Being employed by UMW Toyota. A proud confirmed staff of Dealer Development Division of Toyota.
I have an Assistant Manager that is so kind. She always bought me Cakoi for breakfast. How cool is that? Kau hado? Nan hado!

Even if her main goal is to fatten me up with those high calories food, yet I don't mind. As long as my tummy is full.

TWO
I will be getting my FIRST EVER BONUS this end year. And I've already planned out what I want to spend it on. I know, FAST! I even put it nicely in an A3 report (Japanese way of reporting every single thing).

But 90% of it will surely be spent on my wedding expenses of course.

THREE
Mr. Hanafi have been behaving very good lately. It's a good sign. So, I am really looking forward to our big day. I only have two (2) dates in mind right now as that will be the only dates available for the hotels.

Proposed date:  9th or 22nd June 2013
Proposed venue:  Crystal Crown Hotel or Premiere Hotel

I haven't sort out everything yet though as I don't know where to start.

Ok. Done. Picture time!

Usherette for Toyota Gala Dinner In Mandarin Oriental Hotel, KL (i walked barefoot at the end of the day)

20

I think I lost my writing skills. *sad face

Sadly because I forgot the email address and password for this awesome (dream on Nadia) blog.

But after numerous attempts, I finally got it right. Thank you Lord for this ingenius brain you gave me. Since I finally got the internet access at work (yes, I am a working lady now) and I have written down my long-lost email address + password, expect alot of updates in the near future.

It's 5:40 p.m.

I need to make a move from this free-internet-all-day-long PC and say hello the never ending traffic jam in Klang.

*Hello Jam, Butter, Nutella, etc.


P/S: it took me 5 minutes to post this as I can't find the publish button. Damn it! It shows how long I haven't been blogging.



girlondiet(NOT)