Is it normal if my heart beats faster everytime the fact that I am getting married terlintas dalam kepala otak aku?
Is it normal to start imagining how my life would be when I am married.
Oh God, ape ke binatang kah ini?
Excitement?
Happy?
Nervous?
Or just plain gatal?
I am going to be a wife in less than three months. *fyi, I am gasping for air right now without entering a marathon.
So, what is it then? In my opinion, it's a mixture of all the above-mentioned feelings. (except for gatal. denial mode on) t(-_-t)
Excited
Duhhh!!! Do I have to explain why I am excited? i don't even know where to start. The fact that I will be somebody's wife, the fact that I will share the same bed with him, the fact that I will wake up in the morning seeing his face instead of my cat Oyen, or the fact that I will be a future Mom, Insyallah.
Trust me, i don't know where to start. But obviously, I am looking forward to hold the title Mrs. Hanafi Chee Mee.
Happy
Happy lah mangkok. Kejadahnya tak happy nak kahwin?
Dapat pakai baju lawa (dafuq?!!! Baju pinjam la oi!)
Dapat amek gambar like millions of photos (Tak ada jerawat pula tu. Kalah muka Kak Ton yang tulang pipi tinggi sampai kena eyebag)
Dapat buat apa aku suka masa reception. (Seriously, I won't be the lovey dovey sopan kind of bride. Trust me)
Nervous
As hell. (two word that describe it all)
Gatal
Me? Gatal? Nahhhhh. Me? Naahhhh (Selak kain belah tinggi paha besar batang balak)
Conclusion:
Kalau Allah dah tetapkan aku kahwin sekian sekian hari, aku cuma mohon semuanya berjalan lancar dan dipermudahkan.
bride to be
Monday, 6 May 2013
Wednesday, 13 February 2013
29
The one most important person on my BIG day can't attend my BIG day.
I am so going to SANTAU your boss Shareena Rahman. He/She is sooooo DEAD I tell ya.
Did he knew that I woke up at 3 a.m and cried because you won't be there?
Did he knew that I ask around if there are some cheap tickets for you?
Did he knew how much troubles he got me into?
I HATE YOUR BOSS
BUT...
If he's doing this because you are getting a promotion, he will be forgiven.
Because the only thing I want to see is my best friend to be happy.
By the way, I am proud to read this (refer to Picture below) on the net Na. I love you.
You are the one woman (besides my Mom) that make me cry in the middle of the night because I miss you.
I hate you for doing that. Hahahahaha
bride-to-be
Mimie
I am so going to SANTAU your boss Shareena Rahman. He/She is sooooo DEAD I tell ya.
Did he knew that I woke up at 3 a.m and cried because you won't be there?
Did he knew that I ask around if there are some cheap tickets for you?
Did he knew how much troubles he got me into?
I HATE YOUR BOSS
BUT...
If he's doing this because you are getting a promotion, he will be forgiven.
Because the only thing I want to see is my best friend to be happy.
By the way, I am proud to read this (refer to Picture below) on the net Na. I love you.
You are the one woman (besides my Mom) that make me cry in the middle of the night because I miss you.
I hate you for doing that. Hahahahaha
bride-to-be
Mimie
Tuesday, 5 February 2013
28
I am still me.
But they see me as another different person.
I still talk the way I did.
I still walk the way I did.
I still act the way I did.
I am still that rough chic that you guys knew.
I am still the person who laughed together with you.
The girl that you opened up to.
The girl that you called when times in need.
But all you see is my Hijab could be an obstacle.
Even the tealady said I am a hypocrite.
I am still me.
The one that remain unchaged.
But they see me as another different person.
I still talk the way I did.
I still walk the way I did.
I still act the way I did.
I am still that rough chic that you guys knew.
I am still the person who laughed together with you.
The girl that you opened up to.
The girl that you called when times in need.
But all you see is my Hijab could be an obstacle.
Even the tealady said I am a hypocrite.
I am still me.
The one that remain unchaged.
Bride-to-be
Mimie
Thursday, 31 January 2013
27
Assalamualaikum.
I attended my pre-wedding course last Saturday. During the 2 days course, I had to wear a hijab. It was a fun course all in all. Except for one narrow minded Ustazah. Majlis ilmu pun nak berpikiran macam tu. Shame shame.
So by the end of the course, I started thinking, "Sampai bila tak nak pakai tudung? If you are not gonna start now, so when are you planning to start to make the change? What if today is the last day?"
The next day, I had a date with Mr. Fiance and I decided to wear it. The first person to give me a kiss on the forehead is my dad. The next guy who was happy as hell, was Hanafi. (no he did not kissed me)
The next day, I went to work, determined with the changes I have made. 80% of my colleagues congratulate me. But some still can't except me with the changes. I am still the same old me, only better.
So, here goes the responds:
"Why Nadia? You are so young? It's a waste!"
"Nak kahwin kena pakai tudung la? Aiyo, you are so young la!!! But anyways, it's done already"
"Kenapa awak pakai tudung? Nak kahwin ek?"
And the list goes on and on.
Few minutes ago, I was browsing through some gossip forum/websites online. And I read about an actress that decided to wear hijab. And the comments were so negative till I would breakdown and cry.
See how negative the two ladies are?
I thank God that He opened up my heart to actually change for good after all the things I have done in the past. I thank God that I am trying to understand the concept of hijab instead of "buta-buta" pakai hijab without knowing the meaning of it. I thank God for this opportunity.
At least I am trying to understand without judging the ones who already wore it or the ones who still knows nothing about it.
Don't judge. Hatred is the worst poison in a human's heart.
So, whenever you see or read or hear someone who is wearing a tube top, giving you advice on religion, accept it, hear it, and listen. Nothing wrong about it. Because in the same time, they are actually reminding you and themselves to be a better person.
Lastly, I want to make you guys puke rainbows seeing my so called cute face. Trolololo!
bride-to-be
I attended my pre-wedding course last Saturday. During the 2 days course, I had to wear a hijab. It was a fun course all in all. Except for one narrow minded Ustazah. Majlis ilmu pun nak berpikiran macam tu. Shame shame.
So by the end of the course, I started thinking, "Sampai bila tak nak pakai tudung? If you are not gonna start now, so when are you planning to start to make the change? What if today is the last day?"
The next day, I had a date with Mr. Fiance and I decided to wear it. The first person to give me a kiss on the forehead is my dad. The next guy who was happy as hell, was Hanafi. (no he did not kissed me)
The next day, I went to work, determined with the changes I have made. 80% of my colleagues congratulate me. But some still can't except me with the changes. I am still the same old me, only better.
So, here goes the responds:
"Why Nadia? You are so young? It's a waste!"
"Nak kahwin kena pakai tudung la? Aiyo, you are so young la!!! But anyways, it's done already"
"Kenapa awak pakai tudung? Nak kahwin ek?"
And the list goes on and on.
Few minutes ago, I was browsing through some gossip forum/websites online. And I read about an actress that decided to wear hijab. And the comments were so negative till I would breakdown and cry.
See how negative the two ladies are?
I thank God that He opened up my heart to actually change for good after all the things I have done in the past. I thank God that I am trying to understand the concept of hijab instead of "buta-buta" pakai hijab without knowing the meaning of it. I thank God for this opportunity.
At least I am trying to understand without judging the ones who already wore it or the ones who still knows nothing about it.
Don't judge. Hatred is the worst poison in a human's heart.
So, whenever you see or read or hear someone who is wearing a tube top, giving you advice on religion, accept it, hear it, and listen. Nothing wrong about it. Because in the same time, they are actually reminding you and themselves to be a better person.
Lastly, I want to make you guys puke rainbows seeing my so called cute face. Trolololo!
bride-to-be
Friday, 28 December 2012
26
Right.
It's now 4:15 pm and I have no work to do. I am freaking bored as hell. So let me paste some of the wedding pictures here.
It's now 4:15 pm and I have no work to do. I am freaking bored as hell. So let me paste some of the wedding pictures here.
Pic 1: I wish I have a big back yard at home. So I can plan my wedding somthing like this.
Pic 2 : Speechless *pukes rainbow
bride to be
Nadia
Thursday, 27 December 2012
25
Will somebody teach me some sort of mantra or something to earn money in one day. Maybe 1 million ringgit per day. Dream on Nadia (dream cloud disappear).
Sigh*
My wedding budget is now at RM 34K++. That is only a rough figure.Yes. Rough figure!
Let me break it down for you:
| BALLROOM | ||
| Ballroom booking | 7000 | |
| Table rental | 15x50 | |
| 750 | ||
| Chair rental | 1x500 | |
| 500 | ||
| TOTAL VENUE RENTAL | 8250 | |
| SOLEMNIZATION | ||
| Dais | 1100 | |
| 7 Trays hantaran | 595 | |
| Hand bouquet | 150 | |
| TOTAL SOLEMNIZATION | 1845 | |
| DISCOUNT | 145 | |
| TOTAL AFTER DISCOUNT | 1700 | |
RECEPTION | ||
| Reception dais | 4500 | |
| Aisle pillar | 1500 | |
| Main table | 680 | |
| Entrance deco | 850 | |
| Centerpiece (VIP table) | 1500 | |
| 800 | ||
| Hand bouquet | 150 | |
| TOTAL RECEPTION | 9980 | |
| DISCOUNT | 480 | |
| TOTAL AFTER DISCOUNT | 9500 | |
| FOOD & BEVERAGE | ||
| Food | 9 x 700 | |
| 6300 | ||
| Kuih | 400 | |
| TOTAL F&B | 6700 | |
| DRESS | ME | HIM |
| Reception | 500 | 300 |
| Total reception | 800 | |
| Solemnization | 500 | 300 |
| Total solemnization | 800 | |
| Bertandang | 500 | 300 |
| Total bertandang | 800 | |
| TOTAL DRESS | 2400 | |
| INVITATION CARD | 700 | |
| KURSUS KAHWIN | 80 | |
| PHOTOGRAPHER (3 EVENTS) | 5500 | |
| VIDEOGRAPHER | 2800 | |
| ENTERTAINMENT | 400 | |
DOORGIFT | ||
| DOORGIFT | 700 X 2.50 | |
| TOTAL DOORGIFT | 1750 | |
| WEDDING CAKE | ||
| Hantaran | 400 | |
| Reception | 700 | |
| TOTAL CAKE | 1100 | |
| HANTARAN | ||
| Timberland shoes | 199 | |
| Cincin | 200 | |
| Shirt + Pants + Belt | 400 | |
| Gadgets (iphone / ipad / PS3) | ||
| Quran | 100 | |
| Fossil watch | 879 | |
| TOTAL HANTARAN | 1778 | |
| GRAND TOTAL | 42,658 | |
I'M DEAD. Can I kidnap somebody's child and ask for ransom instead?
bride-to-be
Nadia
24
So the date is set!
I, Nurul Nadia Zamariffin, hereby would like to announce my wedding ceremony dates as stated below:
a) Solemnization
Date : 21st June 2013 (Friday)
Time : Most likely after Isya' prayer
Venue : To be confirmed
Theme : Light turqiouse + baby pink
b) Reception
Date : 22nd June 2013
Time : 12 noon till end
Venue : Crystal Crowne Hotel, Port Klang
Theme : To be confirmed
c) Bertandang
Date : 29th June 2013
Time : 12 noon till end
Venue : Kuala Pilah
Theme : To be confirmed
Right. I need to start booking alot of shit.
bride to be
Nadia
I, Nurul Nadia Zamariffin, hereby would like to announce my wedding ceremony dates as stated below:
a) Solemnization
Date : 21st June 2013 (Friday)
Time : Most likely after Isya' prayer
Venue : To be confirmed
Theme : Light turqiouse + baby pink
b) Reception
Date : 22nd June 2013
Time : 12 noon till end
Venue : Crystal Crowne Hotel, Port Klang
Theme : To be confirmed
c) Bertandang
Date : 29th June 2013
Time : 12 noon till end
Venue : Kuala Pilah
Theme : To be confirmed
Right. I need to start booking alot of shit.
bride to be
Nadia
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